Bitter sweet

Never knew I would fall for him like cray.
I looked at him for the first time he called my name.
He smiled at me truly wide ,
Wrinkled a little at the side of his eyes, made him prettier.
The next day , I saw him on the stage preparing good for the speech ,
He directed his eyes on me,
Continuing his awesome speech .
My heart struck,
Thats when I fell for him.
A week later,
I took the guts and sat next to him; yet I was so nervous.
He talked so sweet l blushed,
I titter turning my head left to my friend,
I turned right then I shutter as I began my words.
And I turned red as I was in a stuffy room though it was raining outside.
The next morning ,
I saw him with a girl,
she was beautiful.
I hissed for a moment ,
There I discovered menisfest called love.
He knew how I felt .
I sometimes so hazardous to myself ,
Never thought about subsequent I told all my mates.
We only had momentary friendship then.
I died everyday thinking what went wrong and for being so goan .
My memories with him was bitter sweet ,
Things ended but memories lived