Torn

Well, this is my life right now.

Torn.

I'm torn,

I don't know if I can love you,

but I don't know if I can't.

 

I know I can't trust you,

but maybe you've changed?

Atleast I hope,

if not I guess i'm stuck here alone.

 

I miss you,

alot,

but when I think about you,

I think about what you said...

 

That hurt then,

It still hurts now,

why couldn't you say it to my face?

Why'd you have to say it to HER instead?

 

What you say and what you mean,

they're completely different...

I think it's hypocritical,

but I'm still drawn back to you....

 

What do I LIKE about you?

What do you LIKE about me?

We lied, we hurt,

but we still love each other.

 

Can anyone tell me why?

I just find you so perfect,

even though you see me totally opposit,

you still love me though....

 

You send me sweet messages,

you give me cute things,

you tell me sweet things,

and I didn't even know you could manage being caring.

 

What changed your mind about...us...?

Author's Note

Don't ask... Most of ya'll will be confused...
Thanks for reading though!