THOUGHTS

Thoughts fill my head
Bringing death to the dead
Drowning sanity in silence's fever
Light years away seems forever
Now seems awfully unbearable
The morning's yearns unreachable

I want thoughts of my own
Dreadful is mowing somebody's lawn
Have i had somebody else's thoughts all along
That my own seem to have me far gone
I walk in a dark downward spirial
My very being turning viral


tomorrow's winds blow again
I sleep like a hurricane
Rain drentches my desires
Yet they burn like a thousand forest fires
Im trapped in a cage of misunderstanding
Every step i take is like a drunk stumbling

I want my own thoughts
A voice overlooking my faults
Let forever fall behind
For tomorrow is in yester year's mind
Let me catch one last breath
For my phobias have tremendous breadth