Feelings

i wrote this at like 2AM. Things weren't good at the time, but i want to share this anyways. Maybe someone finds it relatable.

Desesperation, weeping, nausea, vomiting and the sleep that follows from the effort of expelling all the hate and pain from your body.

As if it were poison. Repudiated by your mind, loved by oneself.

The comfort that deviated from it's original path and ended in the wrong side of being.

Crying out of helplessness and anger until all your rage fades into anguish.

Kicking and stabbing your only solace because of the overwhelming emotions of the moment.

The regret that follows.

The continuos crying.

Human feelings that we need.

That we don't need.

Harmful feelings for those who can't control them.

I am one of those people. It's disgusting.