Chapter three: Waning nightA Chapter by SaikaSee longer...That, Octavian thinks faintly, stomach rolling,
is a squirrel. He looks away and flushes the toilet before he can really think
about it. There isn't nearly enough mouthwash in the world
to get rid of the taste in Octavian 's mouth"blood, vomit, and something he's
pretty sure is squirrel"but he certainly tries, swishing Listerine around until
his tongue burns. There's still steam clogging up the mirror and
Octavian wipes it away carefully, studying himself. He doesn't look any different. Same hair, same
eyes, same face and shoulders and hands. He looks human. His teeth are normal"a little worn down, even.
His nails are still bitten down to the quick"a habit he's been trying to break
for decades"and his eyes are blue. Human. Normal. He doesn't look like a werewolf.
He looks like a normal, if very tired, human
being. (Except there's a round, shiny circle scarring
his chest, and another on his back. This scar is pink and stretched tight, like
it's already a month old. It isn't. And there's another set of scars on his
shoulder, puncture wounds in a clean semi-circle. They're just as pink and
old-looking as the one on his chest. He got them last night. The scars are, respectively, a gunshot and a
wolf bite.) Octavian is not human, not anymore. The bite itches. Octavian doesn't know if that's
normal or if he's having some kind of reaction to the wolf or what, but he
doesn't really want to ask James. If he's being honest, he doesn't want to even
see James"or anyone"at all. He wants to crawl into something warm and soft and
never move again, or, failing that, stop throwing up bits of squirrel and
pretend last night never happened. So far, if he ignores the full-body ache and the
new scars, he can almost"almost"pretend that he's human. That he wasn't shot last night and, in a
desperate attempt not to die, told James to bite him. Thankfully, he doesn't remember much after
getting shot"blinding stabs of pain, James swearing, half-shifted, himself saying
yes, do it, bite me, and then James's fangs closing down on his shoulder. After that, nothing. Which is probably for the best, seeing as how he
ate a squirrel and probably did some other wolfish things he as a human
wouldn’t be proud of? Am I supposed to remember the change? James seems to. He's a remarkably aware wolf,
and he doesn't even need the full moon to change"though Octavian doesn't know
how or why, because from what he understands, most wolves can only shift once a
month and most of them are downright feral"so he'd be the one to ask, but,
again, Octavian really doesn't want to see him right now. And he's glad he doesn't remember. He, quite
frankly, does not want to. He doesn't remember his injury"the one that even
now, with werewolf healing coursing through his blood, makes it hard to walk
and damn near impossible to turn his head"and he's glad, because then there is
no panic, no recurring nightmares and flashbacks, there's only the aftermath,
and dealing with it. I can deal with this, Octavian thinks, staring
at himself in the mirror. He doesn't even have to deal with it right away. The
next full moon is in twenty-eight days. That's a month to prepare, to settle
into it. He'll pick James’s knowledge later, prepare, and when the moon comes,
he'll be fine. Octavian is good at being fine. Moving stiffly"he aches all over, good god what
did he do to himself last night"he dresses, careful of the bite and the healing
bullet hole in his chest. From there he limps down the stairs and into the
street, where his driver is waiting to whisk him to the library. Octavian doesn't talk to the man, not today.
Instead he stares out the window at all the people rushing past. Humans, for
the most part, though he's sure there's a wolf or two in there somewhere. He doesn't
know yet"the wolf's fabled sense of smell hasn't hit him. Everything looks the same. The streets, the
people, the sun, the colours, all of it looks the same. Like he's still human. It's disconcerting, to say the least. Octavian tries not to think about it. Instead, he thinks about the new number,
Alejandro Cruz is a thirty-five year old businessman, the VP of Imaginum Health
Care, a pharmaceutical company. His number came up this morning, actually, only
an hour ago, so whatever danger he's in probably isn't pressing, but, well,
pharmaceutical company. After the last pharmaceutical company fiasco, Octavian
is inclined to think all of them are evil and anyone who is connected to them
is either in danger of assassination or killing someone. And besides, working will keep his mind of his
new… furry problem. For the rest of the"painfully long, morning
traffic is terrible"ride, Octavian keeps himself occupied with Alejandro Cruz's
past and financial records. The man has a few speeding tickets and one DUI but no
outstanding debts or suspicious money flow, and all in all he looks rather
clean. But, again, pharmaceutical company, so there has to be a skeleton in
some closet somewhere, and Octavian will find it. When the car finally does stop, he's compiled a
fairly in-depth analysis of Cruz's life, an excellent place for James to start,
and he almost feels human"just the right combination of caffeinated,
sleep-deprived, and motivated"as he limps up the library's faded steps. And then he sees James sprawled across the couch
like he owns the damn thing, watching the news intently, and he almost turns
around and walks out the door before the other can notice him. “Octavian," James says quietly. Damn. Not
sneaking away, then. Of course James smelled him. Or heard him. Whatever. “James," Octavian says brusquely, going in
like he means it, files tucked under his arm. "Watching the news, are
we?" James’s eyes"unsettling wolfish, even now, when
normally it's impossible to even guess that James is sometimes four-legged and
furry"track him across the room. "You haven't heard?" Octavian frowns. "Heard what?" "A girl was killed last night," James
says. "By a wolf." Octavian’s throat closes. "Not"" he
manages, stomach rolling, thinking of the squirrel"or was it"that he threw up. "Not by us," James reassures him.
"We were in Manhattan all night, this woman died in Brooklyn." "Manhattan? All night?" James nods. "She was killed pretty early in
the evening too, right after moonrise. You wouldn’t’ve been able to attack
anyone then, you were still shifting." Octavian nods. Again, he's very glad that he
doesn't remember. He's not going to have flashbacks of ripping into things, not
yet, at least. He can still be fine. "Will I remember?" he asks, before he
can stop himself. "Changing, I mean. Being a wolf." James’s eyes soften, become more human, just for
a minute. "Yes," he says. "After you get used to it,
anyway." Used to it, Octavian thinks, and doesn't say
anything. He watches the newscast instead. "Sarah Greene, a twenty-six year old lawyer,
was found killed this morning in what appears to be the first wolf attack in
five months. "Miss Greene was walking home from work
when she was brutally attacked under the full moon. She was killed almost
instantly. Wolf hairs have been found at the scene and all Brooklyn-area
werewolves are being rounded up for questioning as we speak"the police will not
let such an attack go unpunished. "If you have any information on this
attack, a hotline is being set up by the police. Please call the number on your
screen. There is a two thousand dollar reward for information leading to the
wolf's capture, and please, by careful out there." The screen flashes a 1-800 number and a picture
of the dead woman's"Sarah Greene's"body, mercifully covered by a sheet. Dark,
broad bloodstains seep under the covering and Octavian can see one pale,
slashed wrist sticking out from underneath, clearly chewed to nearly the bone. His stomach rolls and he gags, closing his eyes
and fighting back the wave of nausea. "Do attacks"" he starts, then
has to stop. "Do attacks like that happen often?" He can't see James’s face now, half-hidden in
shadow. "No. Only a sick wolf attacks people like that." "And there aren't many sick wolves?" James gives him a flat look. "No." Octavian decides not to ask, and turns away from
the screen. "We have a new number," he says. James leans forward, frowning slightly.
“Octavian," he starts. "Alejandro Cruz," Octavian says,
purposely dismissing James’s concern. James’s eyes darken and his mouth thins,
but he doesn't say anything. He's good at that, not saying anything, and
Octavian appreciates it right now. "Thirty-five, a business man. Works for
the pharmaceutical company Imaginum Health Care as the Vice President of
Marketing." At pharmaceutical company James curls his lip
slightly, teeth gleaming, and Octavian almost smiles a bit. It's always nice to
see that someone shares in his paranoia. "He has no convictions, sealed or
otherwise, but when he was sixteen he was accused of assaulting a classmate.
Charges were dropped and the matter was not pursued. Start there,"
Octavian says, handing over the file. James takes it, pausing for a moment, locking
eyes with Octavian. That, for some reason, makes him incredibly uncomfortable
and somewhere in the back of his mind he hears a very faint, very soft growl. The wolf. He chooses to ignore it. He has twenty-eight
days to ignore it, its fine. James, of course, notices, but he still doesn't
say anything, taking the file and standing up, brushing himself off. "Try and get some rest," he says.
"I'll be fine on my own for a bit. Moon night is tough on you, the first
time. You should sleep it off. If you need me, call." "It gets easier?" "Much," James promises, the same way
he'd promised that it wouldn't hurt, to turn, but Octavian still limps and
aches something terrible so he doesn't put much trust in it. He offers a tiny little smile anyway and sends
the man off after their person of interest. James goes (though he hesitates at
the door, clearly wanting to say something but not sure if he's welcome to,
which he most certainly is not), and Octavian is alone again. He paces the
length of the library, trying to hear that growl in his head again, but the
wolf, if it was the wolf, his wolf, is quiet. Asleep, for now. Stay that way, Octavian says sternly. The wolf
doesn't respond, not that he thought it would. Does the wolf talk? Does it
understand? It's a wolf after all, a wild animal. All the articles he can
find"and he's found many, starting right after he walked into the library and
found a large, territorial werewolf where his partner should've been"say that
werewolves can't control themselves, as the wolf. Wolves are wild. Wolves hunt, and chase, and
sometimes kill, as poor Ms. Greene learned. Octavian can't help but think what
if it was us who killed her, what if James isn't there to stop me? Later, Octavian will ask some questions, like
how and what and why? Can I be controlled? Am I a killer? (He does not want to hear the answer to that
question, to any of these questions. Is he a killer? If he is a wolf, then
yes.) But now. Now, he just wants to sleep. And stop
aching. And forget that last night ever happened, that he pulled a werewolf out
of a police station and got himself shot and had asked the werewolf to bite him
because Octavian is too afraid to die. He ends up sinking down against the wall,
stretching his bad leg out in front of him, rubbing the pained muscles
absentmindedly. He's very tired, and his stomach seems to have
settled somewhat, and the sun, despite the winter cold outside, feels warm on
his face. Octavian yawns, he can't help it, and somewhere
deep inside his mind, the wolf yawns too. And then, he sleeps. There is something terribly comforting about the
hunt. Catching the first scent. Following it, learning the prey's habits.
Seeing the prey, stalking, hiding in the shadows. It's mostly just play, usually. James eats
enough in his human skin to keep the wolf happy, and besides, his wolf tame.
Ish. Whatever. Humans aren't fun to hunt-as-prey anyway. They're too stupid,
too unobservant. And they have guns. With, occasionally, silver
bullets. The wolf knows this, and therefore generally does not want to go
hunting-for-kill when humans are involved. Hunting-for-play, though… The wolf hums in his chest, perfectly happy. James kind of hates it, right now. He's
currently in the middle of the werewolf equivalent of a midlife crisis and the
wolf is trying to smother him in contentment. It is, unfortunately, working. James has
been with the wolf for so long now that it's hard separating wolf from James
and their emotions get all tangled, which generally makes his anger angrier and
his happiness a fountain of joy, or something, and it's really very annoying,
especially when he's feeling one thing and the wolf is feeling another. The wolf is happy, but right now James is very,
very… confused. That's a good word for it. On one hand"or paw, as it may be"he just turned
a person. He turned a human being, and someone he knew, someone the wolf
considered pack. (Which might be part of its happiness problem"the wolf sings
pack now, and he kind of wants to smother it.) Wolves aren't supposed to turn
others. It's still called a curse, after all, still technically
"illegal." Being wolf means being collared, registered,
locked up on moon night and slowly going crazy. On the other paw"hand, damn it" Octavian
would've died. James smelled all the blood" Octavian was bleeding out. The turn
saved his life. The first and second turns were always the
wildest, the strongest, with the wolf coming in fast and strong. The burst of
newborn wolf had been enough to heal Octavian wounds"the new ones, anyway"and
save his life. But he is wolf now. He probably doesn't realize
it just yet. His sense of smell hadn't come in, for one, and for two his wolf will
be sleeping until after the second shift. Octavian is, aside from faster
healing and a more finely developed sense of paranoia, not that he needs that,
by the way. Mostly. James is torn between I saved a person's life
and I just turned someone, and the wolf is torn between fond exasperation at
its person and wild, cheerful joy. Pack-safe-now, it says, like he's still a stupid
cub. Yeah. He really, really hates it. The wolf doesn't understand things like morals
and laws and human rules"part of the reason James is very good at his job,
actually"and so doesn't understand his current "confusion." Hunt-time, it tells him, and James reluctantly
pulls himself out of his thoughts, shaking vigorously to get rid of the pins
and needles and the sting of the wind. Alejandro Cruz is on the move. Hunt-time! James ignores the wolf, slipping into the crowd
after Cruz. Even back here he can smell the man"sharp sweat, the Cheese steak
he just had for lunch, just a little hint of ambition"and following him isn't
hard even though Cruz isn't tall or all that recognizable. So far James has followed him from work"some
fancy corporate office in central Manhattan"to lunch and now back again, it
seems. James follows him to the building and then, once Cruz is inside and
definitely heading to work turns around and heads towards Cruz's apartment. The wolf, bored now that there's no actual prey
in sight, curls up in the corner of his mind, still smothering his confusion
and anger and guilt"yes, guilt, he's definitely going to have to take that out
of something later"with contentment. James ignores it, as much as he can. Which,
after thirty-something years of running around with it, isn't much. Damn thing. Cruz lives in a very nice apartment building in
a very nice neighbourhood"typical of the young up-and-coming VP"with a
tastefully decorated hallway and a solid, old oak door. Behind the smell of
wood, flowers, and Febreeze, though, James can smell just the faintest hint of…
rot. His hackles go up, before he can help himself.
This close to moon night, even on the waning side, the wolf is up and surging
into the front before James is even aware of baring his fangs. Death-danger-be-safe, the wolf murmurs. As if
James needs the warning. He carefully opens the heavy door, straining for
any sign of a threat. The apartment is empty. James nudges the wolf back down, wiggling his
fingers to get rid of his claws. Cruz's apartment is neat, organized, and
barely-lived in. The bedroom smells like Febreeze"he really hates that
stuff"and laundry detergent, not like someone's slept there recently, and
there's exactly two packs of ramen noodles and half a carton of orange juice in
the fridge. Alejandro Cruz is clearly a busy man. James wanders the apartment, sniffing at the
corners. The wolf is still bristling, wary, but there's no one here to be wary
of. The smell of blood and rot bothers him, though.
A neat freak like Cruz wouldn't let anything rot in his home, not even a little
mouse. So what is it? James wanders back through the kitchen again,
towards the master bedroom. Kitchen's clear of dead animals, and the bedroom is
too"even dust bunnies "so the bathroom, maybe? The bathroom door is open and James walks in,
wrinkling his nose. He hates bathrooms. They always smell strange, no matter
how much Febreeze someone sprays. Under the sink and around the toilet is clear.
Only the shower is left, and James throws back the curtain, half convinced he's
not going to find anything. He stops, and the wolf snarls deeply. Written on the wall in blood"human blood"are the
words I’m coming for you. Below the words, dangling around the faucet is a
single long, sharp tooth on a cord. James doesn't have to touch it to know that
it's sharp"he has a set of his own, after all. F**k, James thinks, pocketing the wolf's tooth
and backing out of the bathroom. As if I didn't have enough to deal with. © 2016 Saika |
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Added on June 8, 2016 Last Updated on June 8, 2016 AuthorSaikaBurton, Staffordshire, United KingdomAboutThere's really not much to say, I just like to write, mainly just stuff about werewolves or random things that pop into my head. more..Writing
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