Thinking

This poem is about when I am caught up in my thoughts

On breaks I can't learn

I have to think

I don't have to speak

I close my eyes

And I dream

I dream of a world

So close to ours

Where we show who we are

We live among the stars

We show through our hearts

The world was reformed

No more hate

Our minds have morphed

The negative down the rabbit hole

Leaving only an extraordinary soul

We keep our promises

Nobody to have the dominance

No more domestic disputes

Because when everything is fine

What is the use?

Things go wrong in this world

And yes people are hurt

But in this world we watch our words

No need for anyone to commit suicide

No need for anyone to even consider what if they died

This world nobody questioned the word 'fine'

We lived amongst the stars

Not yet to the moon

Hope rising like this blue latex balloon

And I pray

That someday that this world will come true

That we will be real

Loving every moment

Watching our words

Leaving our accidently inflicted hurt

We have no more hate

Somewhere where we know everyone

And of everything

We can

Appreciate.

And that's what I thought

My mind consumed me

And this is the real me

Not learning a single thing

Just pouring out my soul

Remembering my past

Wishing that their comments

Never took it's toll

I wasn't as far as I could have been

But hope shouldn't be a should have been

Now you know how I see

Not to the point of suicide

But suffering

Until I forgave

And poetry helped me as I fought

Through all of these questions

All of these insecurities

'Cause before I had ever really thought

I was unsure of me

My life is filled with my thoughts