Unanswered

I sit in my chair
listening to music.
I can feel so much inside
Just wanting to get out
So I pick up the pen
Start to scratch little scribbles
In a line down the edge.
I am not sure what I should write.
What is it that I am feeling inside of me?
Fear?
Anger?
Rage?
All evil feelings.
I am confused.
I am lost
And at times I am scared
But how do I handle all of this?
How do I live with all of this locked inside of me?
Can I live like this?
Can I have a life like this?
Will I have my happy ending?
My questions are left unanswered…