Here We Go Again

Here we go again.

Bend legs open without a second thought

Looking for comfort in eyes that are closed

Gripping a back that already came equipped with love marks

All’s left are dirty sheets and a dirty body

Nothing else to see

 

Here we go again.

 

Bile coming from the back of an abused throat

Shoving unwanted food into a greedy mouth

Getting tired more and more

A hatred forming in the center of a worn out body

 

Here we go again.

 

Combing streets for a name I forgot to catch

Searching for a face not remembered

Looking for,

Nothing

 

Here we go again.

 

Sitting in a cold chair

Waiting for name to be called

Looking for options that don’t exist

Laying on my back, again

At least something’s coming out

Not in

A waste basket has been filled 

 

Here we go again.

 

Bend legs open without a second thought

Looking for comfort in eyes that are closed

Gripping a back that already came equipped with love marks

All’s left are dirty sheets and a dirty body

Nothing else to see