Chameleon: My Undying OppressionA Poem by Sara GrossoThis poem is my expression of my BPD
my lens through life has always been slow
like the changing of seasons no ending, or beginning i noticed every leaf that fell my mind has always been fast pace but nature reminded me i cannot fight my nature nor the nature of others nature seems to know its purpose in life i never could find mine the world will go on without me i fought being a part of it anyway i was always a clever one they would tell me well see, when you feel hollow you’ll go to extreme lengths to make the seasons mean something focus on the smallest things and the bigger pictures i never noticed the trees but i see every leaf i often fought nature was never ready for the transitions i romanticized my pain and confusion in a way that led to extreme questions near death experiences of my body and my mind they never did morph into a butterfly i just wanted to stop the cycling of seasons i never really was good at life i tried to ride the waves but always, a storm cloud in the sky it’s always been in my nature to be kind my self defense but nature is cruel and so are we so am i there is an order in nature i suppose the highest is we though every being has its place cruel, it seems the more times the earth spun round the sun the more i felt disturbed from everything under it i still beg & plead but the leaves just keep falling only the seasons know me every triumph & failing every idea i’ve let go with the wind my existence flashes through my mind at the speed of light but the leaves just keep falling © 2023 Sara Grosso |
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1 Review Added on February 5, 2023 Last Updated on February 5, 2023 AuthorSara GrossoAshburn, VAAboutHi! I’m Sara, I’m in my 20s, and my poetry doesn’t follow any specific genre or format, I just write whatever comes to mind! more..Writing
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