The Dark Night

The undesirable overwhelming feeling hits you as you lay still,
You don't think about how happy you were or the next day.
You think of the darkness that sits in the desk beside you,
You think of the release and the pain free moment you will receive.
There's only one thing to prevent it and it's no where in sight.
You slip into the dark realm slowly..enjoying each movement and each slit.
The only thing that awakes you are the screams.
The night before comes to mind and you can't even think to say you are sorry.
Because you aren't.
You loved every second.
Nothing will stop you.