I feel something going on inside me. It makes me sick to my stomach. I feel like I can not breath. My heart beats faster. The pain grows stronger. The fear is uncontrolable. I see things before my eyes I never thought existed. I can not sleep. I ask myself why but I never find an answer. I am so dizzy I can not see. I faint to wake up and find it all the same. I sit there bleeding, crying as I feel my pain drain from my body. I no longer can feel myself. I am numb. I close my eyes and fade away.......................