My Inner Debate

Haven't we all had this internal struggle?

Created on 12-14-07

My heart’s A’flutter

Scores of the forever dream

These thoughts you give me

Your “air” fills my heart

Mothra batters my stomach

With you I am free

We’re Kindred spirits

With you there's no masquerade

Falsehoods dissipate

You’re a f****n’ nerd!

All my quirks you comprehend

The love inundates

Yet I am unsure

Tumultuous decisions

Much uncertainty

I love this woman

It’s a blessing and a curse

*sigh* most certainly

My god I love her!

This fact she’ll not believe true

Neither of them will

I have a huge heart

Filled with divine affection

I’m packed to the gills

Numbers frighten me

Because I love her,……and her

And her,…….and her too!

Four cosmic deities

From their lives I must egress

For I cannot choose

I want forever with them all.

Douglas S. Williams

© 2008 Douglas S. Williams

Author's Note

16th poem. Another of my marathon haiku's. Maybe it's odd but I do happen to fall in love with more than one person. But I am monogomous. However I see a light in some people and to me that particular wavelengh is so beautiful to me. You cannot help but love.