AwaitingA Poem by DeannaLook at me And tell me what you see No matter what you say I can tell you it's wrong For what's happened It's got a fair share of pros and cons I'd go through the pain To be happy again But it's so much deeper than that It can't even be explained The coniving skin that brings tears to me eyes The betraying organ that doesn't allow me to scream out my agony Because no one understands And I don't expect them to It's so hard to fathom What my life would be like If you were just gone Cut away and thrown on the scale Knock off those extra numbers Because this isn't me But a parasite Bringing my body down The gate won't open to let him in But I'm trying so desperately to shove the key in the lock And let him take me places I've never been As he'll look at me with those awkward eyes With an exteneded hand through the fence Silently he'll beseech Come out, come out Let me touch your heart I can't tell him why I've stopped myself I can't tell him why I'm unable to live my life But I have the key in my hand! The outside is right there But I must stay within this skin That eats my brain astray Hating myself Rejecting myself Along with the love that holds my heart Put the key back in its hiding place This isn't my time depspite the sobbing nights I still have to wallow and timelessly wait And I'll go away where I'll curl up and sleep Sleep until the day I'm lighter and higher Until the day I'll let those awakward eyes behold what is underneath © 2009 Deanna |
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Added on May 5, 2009 AuthorDeannaBay Area, CAAboutHey guys! I'm Deanna, I'm sixteen; totally excited to have joined! Writing has been in my life since at the latest the 3rd grade and I love writing almost anything. Poetry, lyrics, short stories, nove.. more..Writing
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