Mental Feelings

Feelings all twisted around, I can’t correspond, sometimes even make a sound,

I’m feeling like I’m just stuck to the ground, like my feet can’t move, kinda like they’re bound.

I can’t handle this loud noise, so please exclude me from this big crowd,

It feels like smiles are forced all around, and I’m constantly thinking out loud, doesn’t help that I’m showing a frown.

I can’t handle always feeling so down, I want to get up, and prove them all proud,

But I feel they think I can’t handle it, all this pressure, I can see it all around, I can only sense constant doubt.

One day I’m gonna trip, and probably freak out, and hopefully, do no more then shout,

All I can do is roll around, and throw some kind of pout, I want to be able to see through this tension, of my mental drought.

I want clarity so bad, I tried to bang my head into a door, all I heard was a loud pound,

I’m constantly thinking, nothing seems right. All my thoughts seem to not be well round, nor kept right, tight, or surprise, anywhere too be found.

I’m just looking too write down my feelings, I’m not looking for any kind, of glistering crown,

Some days I get up, and it feels like I’m just some big oaf, or even a a guy dressed up, in a big coat, looking like a clown.

All my feelings are out, but my mind is blown, all these things need to be wound,

But some days it feels like my emotions have hit the bottom, but I naturally float, so they’ve been drowned.

I watched to much tv, so all I do is quote things, like there’s myself, so release the hounds.

I know they all need me, but some days it feels like money, is the only reason I’m still around.

I shouldn’t feel this way, I should act like I have more time, a better day, stay away from acting so down.