Alive

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Alive

When I feel Alive

When I feel like I am worth something

When I feel I have a purpose

I am invincible

I cannot be stopped

I can do anything I want to

But I have one hidden enemy amongst it all

Myself

My own mind

My own soul

Stabbing me in the back

As I fall upon the ground

I look back up at myself

And I am devoured

Losing all purpose

All desire to act

All protection from pain

Oh it hurts!

Oh the pain!

I may still be Alive!

But it is living agony itself….

I reach out into the dark

As I spiral down into nothingness

I ask questions

Looking for something

Anything to save me

To bring me back to life

To keep me Alive

And then when that too fails me

When I feel Alive

When I feel like I am worth something

When I feel I have a purpose

I am invincible

I cannot be stopped

I can do anything I want to

But I have one hidden enemy amongst it all

Myself

My own mind

My own soul

Stabbing me in the back

As I fall upon the ground

I look back up at myself

And I am devoured