The Ice of Indifference

This, Disintegrating, and Flames of Hatred form a sort of trilogy in a way.

The Ice of Indifference

I have been burnt by the Flames of Hatred

I have disintegrated so many times I can no longer comprehend them

What now?

What will strike next?

What could be worse than Flames or Destruction?

But the ice

The ice of indifference

It is closing in on me

If it closes in on me, if it swallows me up in its cold embrace

I will lose all empathy, all emotion

I will cause irreparable pain….

Horrible, terrible pain

At least with hatred you care about them

you can care about others

Indifference…

Looking upon all the same, upon all with nothing

Blank looks from the eyes

Looking forth upon the world

That is what you will see

If the ice consumes me

Slowly advancing

Covering burnt and destroyed ground

Building upon it all

Until I can no longer resist

And once I lose my ability to move

To resist, to escape

I shall no longer be able to live

Survive possibly, but not live

I cannot be swallowed by the ice of indifference

Therein lies the destruction of all

Flames merely burn, disintegration merely does away with the body

The Ice traps and destroys all

Reviews

[LittleMissMayhem]

I love it. Really I do when I read this I started crying and didn`t even realize it. It inspered my poem Live Like Spring and when I was done I couldn`t even review I was so....touched. Thank You soo very much for putting my hidden emoitions into words.
XoXo Miss Mayhem

[luciddreamer]

I got lost in that world of indifference via medications, thank goodness, I realized it and took matters into my own hands..this write speaks so loud to me...
Peace
Robin