Anxiety

There is this what they call anxiety. Being melancholic at something that makes you happy gives you this "a" thing. It can be said that this roots from the honest words of others especially from people you have deep regard with. It may blossom for a while but a set of self-negotiaton or whatever they call it can uplift the dreary situation. For many years this has been the cure. However, time do not have the ability to make you numb for situations like this. It will still feel like this. This hateful web created by the spider of candor that you do not have the ability to escape. The only thing that you can do right now is let it be, accept and keep it to you. It get smaller by the minute but it would still be there and for the amity of all, just shut up. But reminder, don't let it ruin your day, just an hour would suffice