Not yet Decided

Don’t fall. You can do this. Don’t fall. I keep repeating the entire time that I am climbing this treacherous mountain.

But who exactly am I kidding I usually plant my face on the ground when I am walking on a flat surface with nothing in my way just my own legs. What in the hell was I even thinking by agreeing to go trekking when I already knew that I will not be going back home in one piece.

I wasn’t thinking was I? No, I just agreed to put my life in danger without even thinking. There is definitely something wrong with me. I think recently I have lost that inbuilt human instinct to save myself. This was not the case before, I was always so careful,  so deep in my comfort and safe zone. But then something happened, something that changed me from within, something that pulled me out of my comfort zone and put me there. Where you ask? There CLIMBING THIS MOUNTAIN.

Author's Note

ignore punctuation errors pleaseee