Deep Dark Black Hole

another one I wrote under my old name

Deep Dark Black Hole

I opened my eyes and I saw the sun

not realizing what I had just done

 I gave up my heart but lost my soul

letting it slip down that deep dark black hole

I started looking for joy which I'd never known

having lived my whole life alone

Looking for love for someone who cared

entwining our lives with so much to share

I found the person the love of my life

and finally asked her to please be my wife

But the laughter I heard was to much to take

felling my heart beginning to break

Feeling the knife cut to the bone

wishing and crying to be all alone

Looking inside for my lost soul

searching endlessly in that deep dark black hole.