Jealousy

Like i said my name really is stupid

Jealousy

I can't stop these words that are filling my head

leaving me helpless and hopeless with feelings of dread

The jealousy that fills my my heart are of fear

silently pushing away those I hold dear

I should be happy with what you have given

but fear fills my heart and prevents me from livin

Jealous of those of which you had spoken

heating my hatred until I am smokin

I hate myself for being so suspicious

even though you filled all my wishes.

Telling me often I am all that you need

but hating myself for my jealous greed.

Why am I jealous why can't I share

why does it matter, why should I care