All In My Head?

All In My Head?

A Poem by Deron Alexis

All In My Head?

 In my head in my head

Always here never dead

Never silent but ever alone

Know the voices that I call home

 

“Hahahaha

Te hehehehe

Love that attempt

but you’re still weak”

crowded by fear

here in the dark

put my head in my pillow

and hope for a calm

hope for a while

that they would have some mercy

and ask forever more

why they sound like me

“you’re of no worth”

You have no consequence

All for futility

Maybe that should be your name

And you know what that means

 

And evermore I finish the sentence

“All that is futile is destined to end

Without a cause without a friend

Pointless forever

Forever evermore

The world would be better

without such a sore”

© 2013 Deron Alexis


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hmm...a very sad piece of a peaceless mind...well written but sad content

Posted 11 Years Ago


Deron Alexis

11 Years Ago

sad is a bit easier for me to do thanxs for reading
Those hurtful words that stick in our head long after they've been said are like a mantra for self destruction, yet, we continue to mull them over and over....Took me years to realize I'm in no way a 'stupid idiot', but that was part of my psyche for years. After a while those voices become you, no longer a voice from the past.....

Nice read Deron.

Posted 11 Years Ago


Deron Alexis

11 Years Ago

thanx Frieda glad you liked it any one that called you stupid clearly lacked ears or eyes to see or .. read more

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Deron Alexis
Deron Alexis

Cunupia village, Caroni, Trinidad and Tobago



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Been gone from writers cafe a while. Dunno if im back for good. Im hoping im not as much of a little s**t as my 16 year old self was. Lets see how this goes i guess more..

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