Shadows

it tells alot of my personality and if you knew me a little bit more you would understand my past

As I begin to wonder why I see these things the sadness in people’s eyes are too much blinding they say eyes are the key to the soul I would disagree everyone sees things that they shouldn’t see but all I see is shadows of how people used to be now the shadows are lost like a time which we cannot predict what will come in the future death or life it’s all we seek but see that’s the thing not everyone lives life saying what’s wrong with me do I deserve this or am I the one to blame why does have to be this way it’s your shadows and your messed up head all you can do is wait but see life isn’t a waiting game so try as much as you can or listen to your friend see that’s all lies listening to your heart when instead you should listen to your brain I know for a fact everyone’s the same so this is why I stopped caring everyone lies in the end in hope someone might not catch them I wonder why we live on all these lies the conceptions are all the same but meanwhile where still chasing dreams and running away from shadows life is not a game your shadows sometimes you get played or you become the shadow in the end so when you see me look at my shadow it won’t look the same won’t act the same it’ll just despise all the hate all the lies that’s was said but see where ever I go my shadow haunts me tells me things messes with my head if only I had a chance to fix my mistake I wonder why we have to live this way the world is full of hate so all I want to do is give up its all the same I swear I’m not the same I look through life wishing I can live my shadows pain instead of living my life this way so I guess it’s all the same I want to live life without pain but see people now a days will remind you of all that pain some say it’s not bad living a life of pain so does that mean pain is something to look forward to cause if so I don’t think I had enough of pain but I guess I should start listening to my shadow In the end cause I’m so done with playing this game lies after lies hurt feelings that won’t stop and leave me so I’ll always  despise others and hate jealousy this Is why I live my shadows past present and future

Reviews

[Ena Lona Kendra]

Okay. that was pretty dark. :) but then again you have those feelings. and this is the best way to let it out.

[TheDroidster]

yes hunny but at its when me and you was in a rocky releationship

[Ena Lona Kendra]

:/ yeah I know