Late Night AnxietyA Poem by Thea AddamsA poem that only scrapes the surface
I have all these thoughts swirling around in my head
Sometimes I just wish to be dead And no it's not because I am ungrateful for the life I live It's because I am ashamed of the bad things inside of me When I look in the mirror I hate the person I now see I mourn the girl that I once used to be She was beautiful and bright Never afraid of taking flight Now my soul is tainted Drugs Alcohol A broken spirit A broken heart Anything to numb the pain The smoke represents my sorrow and stress escaping from my chest And I drink because I am upset, obsessed with feeling nothing Things have been so hard, that breathing is a constant struggle Yet it's all because of me I have made mistakes that cannot be forgiven I am here but am not livin Just a physical being who has long been lost I have tried everything to recreate myself in others image They want happy. So I smile They want smart. So I study They want mature. So I stay silent But the girl who people see Is simply not me Who is me? What will it cost for me to figure out where I belong and who I am meant to be... © 2017 Thea AddamsAuthor's Note
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