You were the only thing I wanted

I'm so sorry...

I never meant to hurt you

But I did, and in the worst way possible

It took me so long to realize it

Now that I see what I did

I can't stop thinking about it

The late nights

The deep conversations

Cigarettes over our hopes and dreams

Thoughts about how this will never end

Thoughts about how this is not pretend

You were the only one that mattered

In my time of need, you were there

Talked me through everything

Helping, hoping that I would see

What was in front of me

Me being young, naive and stupid

I didn't realize what was in front of me

Goddess from across the planet

If only you could know how I feel

What I think about before I sleep

I can't fix what I did

I can't fix a bullet would

I'm no nurse, no doctor

I can't heal the pain

I just hope you're happy 

Maybe one day you'll realize what I meant to you as well...

Until then, this is all I can say,

Good bye