In Vain

A Poem by Antichrist

Her blessed words fall upon me
But my ears refuse to listen
I know again the pain I felt before
I have become the w***e...

I peeled flesh from bone to feel alive
Detached heart from vein
Now she sees me living like this
You know that ignorance is bliss

She sees me crawling on the floor
Begging for her to give me more
I deserve this suffering and pain
Her entire love has been in vain...

My prosthetic feelings have all rusted
She doesn't need them anyway
I gave my heart to this goddess
but the organ was useless

My mouth gapes for a bullet
My throat's a perfect path
Don't stop the bleeding once it begins
I'm trying to make my amends...

She sees me crawling on the floor
Begging for her to give me more
I deserve this suffering and pain
Her entire love has been in vain...