Forgiveness

I am tangled so deep in sins to the knees
Always saying and doing everything I please
But now that life is starting to eat at me
Only my eyes show any signs of plea

My body and mind is broken too much to be
I can no longer kneel down upon my knees
I try to thrash and squirm away from this disease
But all roads to take have turned into dark red seas

My mind is broken, and my heart has stopped
My body won't move and my conviction has dropped
I don't really deserve a chance to live
So much anger and hate, I just need to forgive

I'm tired of being this monster in between
One half exposed, another hidden behind the screen
Television flickers, but is no longer seen
Awake only by uppers and too much caffeine

Cut this life, I don't deserve to be
This is it, I'm giving you my plea
It's up to you to decline or agree
My heart is locked, and you have the key

My mind is broken, and my heart has stopped
My body won't move and my conviction has dropped
I don't really deserve a chance to live
So much anger and hate, I just need to forgive

My mind is broken, and my heart has stopped
My body won't move and my conviction has dropped
I didn't deserve a chance to live
So much anger and hate, I will never ever forgive...