If I GoA Poem by The Things She NotedAnd if I go Before you believed was my time Find peace And understanding In my consciousness of what it meant to be alive And though I lived a life Where suffering was present So was I In my past In my future I was present in all tenses of my life For I lived in my memories And I danced in my day dreams And I breathed in the fresh of the water on each car ride to no where in particular Just know that I am contempt in all my contemplation of what it is to suffer and what it is to be alive For nearly breathing does not invoke the gift of living When I see the moon at her fullest The stars by her side When I swim with the tide And bathe in the sun I understand that to be living Means I am more than my breath I am all that brings me peace I may not know what it is to be completely conscious Because I did find bliss in ignorance And pain in constant self awareness But when I feel the breeze of winter wind brush my knotted hair And let the sun speckle my vision And when I feel the freezing rain pierce my temporary flesh I know that this body was meant to feel And this mind was meant to wonder Of all the things I may not know And question all that I do And though my body may not go to all the places I wish to be My mind lets me travel in the night So, yes I have seen the world if only in my dreams And I have felt true love if only through the elements And I have felt alive when I know that I am living I am simply here to understand something I am not sure I am meant to learn And I am here to question all that holds no meaning Because time is fleeting and memories are fading So all I have is this moment Right now And though I fear the unknown And I fear my conscious concern I dread losing And I grieve grief Being put on this earth In this time With all these people I will never know And all these places I’ll never see All the love I have felt And all the hurt that I’ll avoid Has given me the greatest gift of all A charmed answer to simple questions That I am ready to leave when my clock has struck Because leaving does not mean goodbye It just means I’ll see you in our next lifetime © 2021 The Things She NotedReviews
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