SleepA Poem by Molly
I tell myself to wake up, not break up, Delusional muck plip-plop-plopping down my spine Infiltrating the best of me with prejudices Jealousy Fear And indifference Is it indifference if I still care? Even if the mountain of the affection I had before Has been replaced with a puddle of amusement and tolerance? Sleep has become cruel – will I always wake indifferent? Colder than the days before? Harshest irony it is, then, that the antidote for this attitude Doubles as the bestower of it. Doubly damned, for I feel trapped within this inner solitude, Smashed against the parallel walls of honesty with myself And care for the one who loves me. Hopefully, tomorrow I’ll wake up in love again. For today, my care is all I can promise you. Accept my lack of constancy as symptomatic of a great Fear, of your love and life in general. © 2009 Molly |
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1 Review Added on October 25, 2009 AuthorMollyAboutI write to write. Not for you. Not even for me sometimes. Inspiration just hits me, and I'll write it down. Sometimes what I write concerns the present, people I know or things I've seen. And other t.. more..Writing
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