Surprises

Am i a psychopath?
A sociopath?
Or maybe just insane?
I don't know,
Is hard to know to be honest.
There are many things in life that i don't know,
And don't understand,
But it isn't supposed to be that way?
To be remain unknown,
To be a mystery.
Why do people try to understand them?
I really don't understand,
They say surprises are best not to be told,
But why do people try to unlock the mystery of love?
Don't they say love comes when you least expect it,
Then why understand it?
Is better to be remain like it is,
Because love is something you don't have a key to unlock it,
Is a feeling that never leaves,
And it gives you a lot of surprises,
Some bad
And some good,
But aren't surprises best not to be told?