I'm Lost Without You

It seems so strange how love can still exist in this messed up world,
And how memories can still live on.. Even after our roads devised.

We bumped into each other in the hall one day. As I blushed and apologized you smiled and told me I was classy.

Under the sweet smells of popcorn and that warm summer air.. We shared our first kiss.. And we held hands from there on in.
We would run around the streets and laugh like lunatics..

Everything would be so great, the town thought we were mad.
We took our walks on the beach, and danced under the moonlight sky, with the candles glowing below.

We would jump in the leaves and twirl with them dancing around us We called it dancing with the leaves.

We made pillow forts and had our Nerf wars on the cold winter days, to end it all off with a hot coffee as the suns rays dipped under the horizon.

We would pretend we were birds and fly with the wind atop of large hills, then run down them as if they were a large valleys.

We had our days, we both shed tears, and we both messed up. But we would always end it with a " I need you" letter.

We wrote in a bottle: "we will always be." .. And then threw it into the river. It all changed soon after I got that text..

You moved away. That day.. I fell to pieces..
It was like time itself had stopped and I couldn't breath.
I had been stabbed with bits of glass, I couldn't help but scream..

I haven't quite been the same, I've turned into a emotional wrack.
Trying to fill a void that's been empty for so long..
If you saw me now.. You'd be disappointed.. I'm not the same guy you fell in love with..

My hair isn't combed and doesn't have that brown shine, my eyes glow black and my skins gone sour, I've become more hunched, and I always have a cloud over my head.
No one seems to care,
So with this pain I must bare.

I never stopped caring, now I'm dealing with the weight of the world.
People say that there is someone out there for me. To stop dwelling on the past and move onto the here and now. There was someone out there but now she's gone.
I cry every night and then think of you, and that's when I realize,

I'm lost without you.

Reviews

[I Am Svetlana]

It's never easy to bear the choice to befriend the empty space around you as opposed to the one you used to share it with. It's easy to fall in love and have another capture your heart, but it's never easy to forget or let that go. I remember certain people I have fallen for and who I haven't forgotten and who I still have feelings for deep down. They don't know it, but I am not going to try pulling them back to me anymore...I have done all I could do, so now just sit and wait until they come back, if they choose to. I don't blame them if they choose not to, but only time will tell.

[Edward]

I guess I've waited too long and I've been destroyed by it but life goes on I guess

[thespaceinmybed]

this is wonderful. I can really feel your heartbreak and pain. It makes me think back on love I lost. Very poignant. Great writing.

[Edward]

I'm glad you enjoyed this :) there are still kind people in the world ^^