Me -- A warrior of Will

My description

A Life so busy yet same like a clone,
Counting seconds in a monotonous tone,
Everybody is drilling and pressurizing like hell,
But my mind is off in its own world alone.

Studying thousand word in hope of remembering a few
Every sentences seems to be skew,
I am missing badly my concentration,
But my mind is alerting me of getting screw.

I am trying hard but all is in vain,
I have 1000 medicines to cure my pain,
But the medicines are only flaunting,
Keeping my scars fresh and plain.

I want to cry hard but my eyes are refusing ,
I want to scream aloud but my voice is diffusing,
I am out of myself, wandering like a orphan,
My every second is new and confusing.

The confidence has lost his battle with fear,
Belief’s throat is off with a tear,
Hope is searching for its synonym insane,
The sky of happiness is in a doubt of being clear.

I don’t need horror movies to get scared,
A sight shuttering of eyes is enough for this trick,
I don’t need to get pricked to collect tears,
My eyebrows just need a slight flick.

I am living in a world of harmony yet so distress,
Every second brings happiness yet so less,
The imbalance is turning on like hell
Knowingly I am drowning myself in black magic of distress.

But wait that’s not who I am,
I am the best of the best,
I will reach the top,
Leaving behind the rest.

It’s my time to rise above all,
I will not bend to any chaos,
I am a warrior of will,
Fighting till death is my Ethos.

Author's Note

This poem I have written about myself.......the thoughts which shrouds me mostly and every time......The sense of freedom ...a sense of fight for the supreme........I wish you will enjoy the flow

Reviews

[Sugar Plum ♥]

I love the willing and the optimism in the end of this poem! the rytm even changed in last 2 verses to show the change in mind and the fresh new will for life! It`s very nicely written, like a story for personal experience and like soul poem. I like it much!

~nia~

[Richy Moon]

I like this poem, it has alot of the craziness of the world written into but it isn't a rant at all. And the ending is great that its your time to fight. Its written in a way that makes it ineresting, there isn't a dull moment reading this poem :)

[SilentNiaAngel]

So powerful & poetic. I like this very much!

[*~*Butterfly Kisses*~*]

Very well written, personal piece. I'm sure many of face the same thoughts in our own lives, making this a bit relateable for other readers. Nicely done.