"Why Me Yaar - a question unanswered

This is first half about the desperation, dejection and truth of a youngster.

Why Me Yaar….?.............Melancholy sentiments scrutinizing glee
inside young mind.

Sometimes it feels like a burden. Free me from this chaotic world! Let me live in the way I want. I cannot do these things just because I don’t want to do. Why don’t you understand my perspective? I am speaking in a simple language and still you can’t figure out what’s wrong with me. You don’t understand me, you are a failure, you cannot do anything in life, you need to sit down and think. You are useless, it would have been better if we had killed you. Why am I here in this place, I don’t like people here, I don’t want these kind of friends. I don’t drink and don’t use abusive language, so where should I find people with same traits.

My parents want me to find a friend who doesn’t use any abusive language. And here I
am at the age of 27, still unable to figure out a single youngster who fits into their requirement.

What should I do, stop talking to everyone and turn lifeless?
I don’t even have a single penny because I am a college student. So I cannot go anywhere without money (because transport calls for money) and still someone said that you are

Independent. What should I do of such independence, write in my forehead that I have received freedom in 1947 and dance in streets (because I don’t have money, I cannot go anywhere).

The examples quoted above are just a glimpse of what is about to come. This shows the level of frustration inside a youngster. It seems as the energy of a youngster is getting wasted in every inefficient way and still he is being blamed for all the mistakes. The question I have written above is not just mine, but this question erupts in almost every soul. And to find the answers of such questions one travels in so many waves that finally one forgets his identity. And one day finally he dies and these questions remain unanswered.

We will sail through these situations one by one and try to find out what exactly happens and how we move ahead in today’s scenario. It’s very easy to censure anyone for his mistakes. But this doesn’t provide any solution to the problem. That mind muddles even more and next time falls even more shoddily.

It’s time to put a full stop to all these mis-happenings around us. We always preach about selfdiscipline and then criticize others for the same, but hardly practising what we preach.

It’s the real time to analyse self and then the people around us. We can very swiftly get hold of the truth. The only problem arises when we try to walk through that clammy path. We don’t fall because we cannot walk through; we fall only because of a perception of our inability to walk through.
Let’s walk through few of these thoughts and truths which are around all of us. I am
really surprised and at the same time confused too. I am surprised because we know the results of these unworthy actions, yet we commit ourselves to them. I am confused because I don’t find it that difficult for a common man to defy these wrong doing, then why…….Why Me Yaar???

The different parts of this chapters are

Independence……misunderstood and miss-utilized
Identity………………lost in tethered emotions
Love…………………..a life captured in itself
Education…………..a world untouched and misunderstood
Energy……………….a subject of deed in greed
Passion/Interest.. a trait left for kings
Peace ………………..moving towards its extinction
Trust………………….turning gadgetry

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Author's Note

A time rewinding for a rebirth

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

A very good opening chapter. I like the set-up of the story. The opening chapter was very good. Make the reader want to read more. One day I will find time to read in other places. I read here, facebook and myspace. I will keep reading.
Coyote