(The Parlour) A friend or a lover?

Week eight pom :)

It has been so hard 

of late

Seeing you smile

Seeing you laugh 

and knowing 

it is because 

of a 

certain someone

My heart is screaming 

my vice is silent 

my soul 

is

cracking 

I want you to be

happy

and smiling 

I won;t lie

I hate the b*****d 

I want you to be mine 

but you're not property 

and I finally realise

it isn't what i do 

I am me

and if I earn your 

affection 

then it is to be

but if not

then the fire will 

still burn 

and 

I will be 

happy for you 

Because I love you 

You're my friend

and I love you 

not

I love you 

so you're my friend.

I hope you see the difference 

and I hope you keep smiling 

because to me

that is all that matters