As If It Never WereA Poem by ForthegoodandthebadiwillwriteDear Ashley, I hope you read this because it shows my true feelings, the ones you said I didn't show, which I didn't. These words I would never have the guts to tell you in person after everything.
For those of you who don't know
We were friends not too long ago Though if you watch You will see What isn't now And cannot be Though my heart wishes it were so The answer has been stated No As I lay in my room To awake for sleep The pictures of you I do keep They are hidden in my heart and soul And places no one else goes But when I dare To look and stare I feel my heart Sink from fear For I have lost you now And you have no plan To ever be Friends Once Again But I will not show my face The tons of sadness My heart wishes to replace With love And hope So full of joy But instead my heart feels soaked in soy So instead I lay in my bed Nose stuffed And eyes red Silent crying My heart feels dead Throat sore I long for more But I cannot not be your best of friends For that road has come to an end I tell you sorry, but you don't care You say, " I don't think our friendship could go anywhere" Though we had plans Ones full of hopeful longing We said "Our friendship will never end, For we are the bestest of best friends" But now that is not true For college we said we would go But it was no use To much work to ho As much as I try I can't replace You Within my heart For I try With the sweetest people To fill them in Where you tore me apart But it never works And I don't believe ever will Because no one was So strong willed and still You made my day When it was grey And though this may sound cliche My word cannot display The feelings that I feel today And that is why you did me away So now we ignore As if nothing happened None of the picture perfect photos of you and I Or even all those cars we danced for as they passed by I am sure you see Those seldom photos In which you tagged " I love you" For we were two But now our friendship is far from view And if you read this poem I hope you know I cherish those moments long ago The gossiping In my room Or my dog in which we groomed The daring ride we went on Like children So full of laughter Or the yearbook signings You wrote faster For we were best friends us two But Ashley I wish it were still true © 2014 Forthegoodandthebadiwillwrite |
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Added on January 9, 2014 Last Updated on January 10, 2014 Tags: Best friends, no more, breakup, sadness AuthorForthegoodandthebadiwillwriteWaterville, MEAboutSo I haven't been on here forever but I am glad I am now, I've had a lot, if not too much inspiration recently. more..Writing
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