The non-existing earth

I'm this close to death himself everyday,
It's like lust, pain and hate mixed together,
it seems like everyone else has an earth,
somewhere else to be themselves and be free,
no one knows how it feels to be alone,
no one but me now.

Plaster on a fake smile everyday,
fake as a monster in a babies skin,
'cos that's how I feel,
unloved, hated, fake,
no one but me now...

Now with the dark blue wavy sky
rippling everywhere
I am sinking, watching the fish
being free, having their own earth.

With this heavy object
that attached to my ankle
taking me down with it,
taking me to an abyss
to be gone out of existence,

The life out of the sky may look for me
but they would never find my body
for they fear the abyss
and lingered in their own earth
while I got nothing
except that abyss that seemed inviting.

My last bubbles desperately wanted to say goodbye
I exhaled, letting it free, letting it have its earth,
I then started to inhale the inviting water
I smiled, as my breath is now cut off,
sealing my fate.

Darkness then greeted me.
Nothing but this pure darkness.

Author's Note

the first two stanza is from my friend, eeoopig! I took over after she said that she can't think of anything to add. What do you think?

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[eeoopig]

As I said earlier = super awesomeness :0 :) good job