Why?

Just a journal entry about my day...

Why do I try so hard? I'm trying my best to figure things out.. My scars are showing.. Why can't you see that after all we've been through.. I don't want to give up on everything we've built. There's only one thing I can't take any more.. Please I'm begging you stop bringing up my past, I know I haven't been the best person lately I want to be better I really do. Can't you just give me a sign that you still care.. I want to wake up next to you.. but I don't want to be hurting. I don't want to feel as If I've failed you. I know this life isn't easy. I know that the things you've been through hurt.. but if you bring up my past I'll bring up yours. I feel so lost. I feel like maybe it's time to give up. I love you but in the end do you love me or do you just not want to be alone? My heart aches because all I want to know is the truth.

Author's Note

It's just a journal entry that I needed to write.

Reviews

[CoraZanini]

sometimes we complicate things by ourselves because of fear so risk it all!we all get lost in our world of emotions but exit is right in front of us!
nicely penned!