Sinking In

Leaning back in my bed I took in a slow breath

It still hadn't sinked in

That my life was crumbling in front of my very eyes

Pushing forward in my desk chair I stared at the board

It still hadn't sinked in

That all these questions were falling apart by the second

Biting my nails on my way home I watched my feet move

It still hadn't sinked in

That the boy I loved did not see the tear stains on my cheeks

Slicing my skin on the floor as I watched the blood pour

It still hadn't sinked in

That these scars were never going to fade

Placing the rope over my head as I stood on the chair

It had sunk in

That my life was crumbling in front of my very eyes...

Author's Note

only slightly depressing yup