The Wrong Side of Me

Wrath and jealousy unfolding in bloodshed

He wants to show you what he would do if he could have you.

I’ll bite my lip while I find his home.

What will I do?

Allow my actions to explain.

I have got to make an example of this,

Allow me to show you helplessness.

Watch how he prays for forgiveness,

But I am ruthless!

This is what you get!

You touched her, you idiot!

You should have abode the warnings,

But now your wounds are what your skin is adorning.

I saved myself,

But I unleashed a beast.

I set you free,

But I killed him with my strength.

All of the passion I carry

Can be bent towards ill intentions,

But it is my profession

As the protector.

I need to withhold you from danger.

So, I will exorcise my anger

While bathing in a pool

Of Blood from the latest fool.

It falls like rain when I have gone insane;

I can’t believe I allowed him to burrow inside of my brain.

So, I can now pull him out,

With skinny fingers. Crush him under my jaw

And you will watch in awe.

Oh, you didn’t suspect me

To admit that I am guilty.

I am so good at killing.

But I’m tired of lying.

I am through lying,

-Lying through my teeth.

You know what you have seen.

I broke the teachings.

And I killed him

As well as I have killed a part of me.

It was a part of me that could never be seen.

Oh, honestly

The gravity of the situation.

I am gravely injured.

I never wanted you to see the monster inside of me.

But I had to be set free.

Now that I have tasted blood

I will never be the same.

For you,

I will never again be tame.

Author's Note

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