Today, My Name Has Changed

TODAY my name has changed

TODAY my life has failed.

TODAY everything is different.

TODAY they will all die the same.

But every time I try to forget all the scarring things I've seen.

The stain present themselves and they won't let me be clean.

I tried to apologize, it was an accident.

I have no reason other than I forget.

I forget what I fight for,

I forget why I stand here today.

I don't know why I present myself as living again today.

The pain I choose to hold onto.

It is the source of memories of you.

I can't help but believe one day you will see

And you will offer me a place where I can be.

Be as free as I choose, have nothing to lose.

I'll be cut free from the noose, and be revealed with the bruises.

One day I will allow all of it to bleed away.

One day I will finally quit whining about my tragedy.

I tried to apologize, it was an accident.

I have no reason other than I forget.

I forget what I fight for,

I forget why I stand here today.

I don't know why I present myself as living again today.

Forget yourself.

Forget who I am.

Let me drown in my own blood.

You should! You should!

I hear the screams!

I just can't believe!

I am drowning in my own blood!

I should! I should!

Author's Note

ignore the errors. I penned this a while ago. LIKE MONTHS AGO, VERY HASTILY

Reviews

[Iqbal Mirza]

Even though i don't know what you took inspiration from while writing this, i can still strangely relate to every word. Great job!