These Should Be My Ordinary Days

No one really understands the fragile nature of your gentle voice within my ears.

When I am alone in the pale blue midnight moon, I swear it is all I hear.

This will not be another cliche.

Instead it will be just one of my ordinary days.

I am so tired but I cannot seem to sleep.

Your begging echoes in the corners of my room, 

where we hid to cry when all was a gloom.

Now that you actually died it is a crushing blow, 

Because without you the truth I will never know.

They try to understand but what they seriously need to catch,

Is the fact that I'm hurting and they'll never unlock that hatch,

To the cellar I have been thrown into among the evil demons,

But I see the moonlight reminding me that I have an angel.

All I have to do is pray as much as sex is given from a brothel.

Play along with your silent whispers among the darkness.

Help me find her, Oh God, help me find bliss.

I cannot live without her, I cannot live without HER!

YOU CAN STEP AWAY FROM THIS!

MY SON JUST BACK UP AND TAKE A DEEP LOOK INTO THY MIND!

GATHER YOURSELF UP AND THINK NO MORE OF THIS!

FOR TIME IS GROWING WEARY AND I'M RUNNING OUT OF PATIENCE!

I

WANT 

YOU

TO LEAVE THESE THOUGHTS ALONE!

I 

DEMAND 

YOU

TO WALK OUT OF THIS TONIGHT!

I will fight, and I will try.

No promises will be made tonight!

Dear Lord, can I ever pass the time.

The darkness is growing and I feel sublime!

NO! DON'T GET TOO COMFORTABLE! 

THAT'S HOW THEY TAKE YOU!

BY THE LEGS, AND THEY REEL YOU IN!

Oh my GOD!

Take my heart and give it all the strength!

I feel this is the catharsis and all I need!

Break! The chains that once withheld me!

I feel safe, And I am free!

Oh! I will adore her, but she is no more.

I will not forget her, but move on for sure.

I will obey, because you deserve the praise.

Ignorance isn't bliss. JESUS IS!

Reviews

[Sacsen Foote]

Very powerful man, one of your best yet. I enjoyed the format as well, kept my attention very much.

[TheLastEclipse]

Thank you very much fellow.

[Ella]

This is beautiful... wow... you can really feel the raw emotions... it is amazing...
99/100, I wanted to put 100, but I don't believe in perfection, but this is damn close.

[TheLastEclipse]

Thank you, it is not perfection. As long as you never rate my stuff 100 we'll be cool :D

[Ella]

Lol, and if I do rate it 100 one day because I am ouber tired? :D

[TheLastEclipse]

We'll just have to have a serious talk lol

[Ella]

xD Oh no, not seriousness, NOOOOOO *over dramatic death*