Journal Attempt

Got distracted

Living a lie ain't the scence

When the people bat around and turn you the eye

It's hard enough to live with an American dream

So I stole backwards and let loose with lies

Criminal intent with a legitiate attack

Clipped lines around the burn, turn the key

Slip out the door and ride in the back

F**k you man, it's all in the past

I wrote down my lust for the live high life

When the countess caught up, I had to tumble fast

Slippery words and a stab from the knife

Mr. Plum in the kitchen with the words of the last

Crystal vision swirled in a murky ball

I see myself thrown through a wall

Slammed the car speeding through the night

Ran on rage until the love went tight

Now I'm alone with a middle ground

She sunk far beneath and itches in my veins

I think I'm going crazy, she must think I'm insane

Eyes can't leave from her soft charm lace

Tripped me up with her elegance and grace

When she smiles, there's not a prettier face

Woah, you thought I was serious?

Why would I be anything more than curious?

Because it's a matter of intention with a severe dementia

Invisible frowns glare and they hit ya

So just stomach it and let it bleed ya

So one day the earth can catch ya

I'm sick of the lies and I'm sick of the truth

I can't give it back and I can't keep it loose

When I keep it up just to keep these schemes up

Red raw skin from an emotional mixup

Scream at me and think it'll help

I've been through it all