I Walk Alone

Writing releases stress so I'm going to be doing this more often.

I walk alone.

In school if you were to see me then you would see that I'm walking along. I have been asked why this is but I have yet to give an answer. People just, at least to me, wouldn't understand. I feel as though I may have found an answer to this though. Through a song I heard just the other day from a band named Five Finger Death Punch. At one point the song, Cradle to the Grave, states these three lines that struck me to the core.
"I walk alone, I always have, I'm not ashamed"
This song has so many likeness' to my life that its not even funny. At one point the song goes into this lyric:
"Been called a monster, called a demon, called a fake" and I have been called these multiple times but on the contrary due to what I used to do as HelpingHand people have come to me and told me what I have done was noble and had helped them so much which is why this next lyric really hit me.
"I'm not an Idol, not an angel, not a saint"
I was just an average person who did what any normal person could've done but didn't. I helped and talked with those who needed a friend and I've had strangers at the time tell me that I had saved there lives and called me an angel and I just don't believe it. I know I probably sound like some kind of brat but in the end I'm just extremely conflicted. I hate to do this but I want to redirect the readers to another writing I have done. "Things Go Bad Quickly" this is what I am conflicted about because I did what I thought was right but ended doing wrong and it is tearing my feeling and emotions apart.

I want to personally thank the person who reads this. This may not be the best written or greatest thing to read but it just helps to know that at least someone has attempted to look at this and/or read it. Thank you.