I can't

I would never hold my past against you, but I would never put those actions past you.
See I know that your gonna do what you wanna do and to be honest I'm gone let you.
It's really nothing I can do because at the end of any day I'll do what I want to. It's kinda hard to show you love when I don't even know how to do.
I've been here before and it's no fun dude!
I'm kinda just waiting it out to see if you were worth that "Just one more."
Only time will tell, I just hope you never faked it my friend.
Replications of situations I've been faced w/.
This type of stuff makes me feel a certain type of way, s**t.
I just feel it's not as deep for me to even say s**t.
I already been through it but it makes wonder have I actually been through it or am I really just going through it.
I understand that I can perpetuate things because I never been to fond of change. I mean what do you expect from a girl whose always had to be her own everything. Whose never really had time to dream.

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[Coyote Poetry]

Accepted life and locked doors. We can stand alone. Fear or safety?
I already been through it but it makes wonder have I actually been through it or am I really just going through it.
"I understand that I can perpetuate things because I never been to fond of change. I mean what do you expect from a girl whose always had to be her own everything. Whose never really had time to dream."
I liked the above lines. Life is what we need and what we can do. We must own our life and our dreams. Thank you Diamond Dunbar for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote