White Wings

All thats left is to bleed it all away....

Force feed all I like

Ram it down my throat till I choke

Swallow only to feel it die past my lips.

No matter how hard I push

No matter how hallowed my name will be screamed

I'll never be rid of it

I'll never know what this peace is you cry so much about

This gentle calming within the soul that whispers sleep and dreams

Nightmares watch me sleep

They take my thoughts to the darkest places

And leave them there to scream

Hoarse and tired,

I'm so sick of screaming

So sick of nothingness eating its way through my being

And freezing my skin and bones

Weak and beaten

I'll lay back on the floor again

And let my wounds open up and bleed the poison away

I only wish there was a place for me

A place to wash this bitter mind away

knowing so much

But knowing nothing at all

I only want to scream

Louder and louder till it echoes into space

Off of the stars and planets so that the God can hear it

And regret that he made me

Regret that he gave me breath and heartbeat

Till he cries and lets me pass on to the hell that waits me

Choking air all around

Filled with bitter words and cutting truth

My flesh peals away to show my hollow bones

Wings bloody and barren wish to escape

Wish to fly away from here forever

But feebly they only bleed

Always it will haunt me and eat my soul

This blessed curse that leaves me with my oil lamp

Climbing wooden stairs with sorrow in my heart

The light goes out

The darkness will always eat me alive

And I'll never shed mark that haunts me

All that is left is to bleed....bleed it all away.