I Used to be Empty

Black the day to be nothing less than the beginning of it all. Somewhere between the gray, the white, the black, the story opens up to be seen by the few that look and the few that understand. Pieced together like the shreds of paper we steer ourselves between the falling notes in time, in the beat, of the drum of event. I hear the crackling in my ears, and that low end rumble that vibrates me to the core, the pulsing of the each cycle, of each memory as it crashes against the inside of my skull. Looking into the empty circle that has become you, two windows become monocular in essence as our focus narrows and we breath in the smoke of history. Our lungs become heavy with suit as we recall all that has been, and could have been, until we choke on our back story. Spin, Spin, Spin, the truth for the audience in front of you. There will never be a heart to heart, for your heart is a creation, so where is my hypocrisy? I condemn you for being what I've been. I can't bear to look back at the empty me, so why should I tolerate the empty you? Positioning, again?

The gentle hissing in the back of my ears is the doping noise that reminds me I'm still here. It allows me to dither down remembering how I'm oriented, it maps out perimeter within which I can be. As of now I will no longer be empty with all of the lust and love I recieve from my love Kala. She is everything and anything I have ever asked for. My past has been becoming  faded and I no longer run from the truth but I face i tto move on to another day hoping and knowing everything will get better in her arms.

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[Mercury Rising]

Love helps one to face the world, but what if that love goes bad? I worry about people who place all their hopes and dreams in the love of their life, when that love can easily be gone in some way tomorrow. Treasure the love, yes - but have more to your life than that, or losing that love will destroy you. Take advice from one who knows.

Think about it, if one sees themselves as empty prior to meeting someone, then if they lose that someone at some point, then it all goes south in a hurry!

Much love,
Radiessence :)