Final Thoughts?

Okay. It really wasn't enough that incompetence on someones part landed me on the other side of the moon, but now they have taken away my sanity as well. Dark times. I must say, it's good that I'm no longer 'toxic' because this would probably become emotional. There must be more to the story, because while many don't know the details, they cut off the only branch that was growing. Not such a good plan if you ask me, but wait, they didn't ask me did they. So yeah, it hurts. What now? Well, I'll give myself one thing, I fall into recovery mode very easily, so here I am. I'm looking into a new chapter to see what risks and opportunities are ahead. Things could go very well, or very bad. I suppose the word is uncertainty. Do two unlike forces pull together in the midst of a common enemy? Could happen, could be a good thing.. It's interesting though, how it all came together, or apart, depending on your perspective. Perhaps the worst part is the liar wins. It's true, that truth is dangerous. One can be a better liar than their opponent is a 'truther', and suddenly you find yourself in the dark. So how do we move forward? It's not easy, but as I said; If you chose to stop fueling the light that is you, you'll only find yourself in a darker place. Giving up isn't an option, it's a failure. Learning from the situation and moving forward with a different strategy is probably the correct thing to do. Oh, and something else... Progress when it comes too easy, is more alarming than good. I'm curious to see how that plays out... Could be good... Could be really bad... I'm not by nature a very trusting person, so we'll have to see. There are multiple instances where this applies. It should prove to be a learning experience one way or another, so in some regard it's a win win.. of course in others, it's a loose loose.. You got to love perspective, it's almost biblical.. So yeah, several hours ago I was marveling at how my intuition was about 30 days ahead of delivery. That's not bad right? So I've known that the clock was ticking, and something was going past it's expiration date. I didn't know what, but I could feel it, and I knew that it was concurrent with my future exit. So here it plays out in front of me. Here I am, looking both forward and backward trying to see how then will shape then... My head is starting to hurt.. My body is screaming for a drink.. I will not give in.. It's nifty how we can hold stress at bay until it's safe to release it to tear up our minds and bodies. Here it comes.. --- Final thought? I hope you're satisfied, because this was more than a little cut back.