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so.... I'm the demented one? hah...

This has however lead me to the pondering of emotional liability... At what point do people know too much about you, that it becomes dangerous? There was a time when I believed this was a real concern, but anymore, who cares? We change so often, that what was, may not necessarily be, and no one believes the fassade we call our extroverted personalities, so who cares if they're closer or further from the truth? It's a relative thing.. Now, can your words be used as ammunition against you? Sure... So to be benign in parallel to honest is an interesting blend of genuine and artificial... I'm artificial 2/3 of the day, so some genuine is required. That said! hm.. I'm out of pop... f**k.

Got into a discussion with a friend about religion. It was interesting that they absolutely referred to religion as christianity... While they're extremely knowledgeable in regards to the history and origin of "the church", it seemed like a lopsided perspective.. Christianity seems so small in a world of many religions.. Me? I guess you could say I'm a mut.. I pick pieces from many religions that resonate with me, from wiccan, christian, various pagan derivatives, as well as satanism.. It just seems queer to subscribe to a stock set of believes that can be bought off the shelf.. Religion is life, and life is experience... How can you believe what you have not lived? Seems silly to me.. There's that 'faith' thing.. I guess I kind of get that.. I mean, I have faith in certain things, but then again, it's not completley without evidence, there is evidence, be it absolute or ambiguous, it's still there...

.... hmm ....