Stay

What can I say, I’m a f*****g mess. I live in a sad rotation of depression and weed. Trying to stay high to numb my pain. While the whole situation is just in my brain. Yes I am in f*****g love with you, and its killing me. Because I can’t find the balls to tell you just how ready I am to be with you. But it’s ok if you don’t want to be with me.

 Because I can be just friends with you. But don’t be scared of what could happen. Don’t be scared that I’ll be driven away by all your insecurities. Princess to me you have been nothing but an absolute beautiful anomaly. No one on this earth has ever been prioritized above my physical health. But for you my dear id lose my life to ensure yours.

 Don’t feel bad at the lengths I go to for you. Just understand that I do it because I love you. That you are so much more than the sum of all your fears. That I believe you will do great things that the world is just dying to see.

I know one thing though. In case the answer to my love for you is a no. I just want you in my life. To be the best friend that I can’t imagine living without. Sure I’ll always love you but I can change the direction of that love. Eventually I’ll move on and everything will be ok. All I know for sure though is I need you to stay.

 

Reviews

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Ah, so raw. It really spiked my heart (for want of a better word). Very, very emotional and real. Just the way I like it.
"Sure I’ll always love you but I can change the direction of that love." Fantastic writing!
You've expressed and described poignantly.
Stay inspired!

[Isaiah Dunn]

Thank you. I appreciate the review :)