Depression

Depression is a hard thing to deal with and a even harder thing to over come. People who have never dealt with it have no clue how rough it is to live with. You try to keep it all bottled in and still try to keep a smile on your face and try to stay positive around other people when you don't even wanna be alive. You can be set off by any little thing. You have all these voices or maybe one voice in your head that says, "why don't you go ahead and do it, put yourself out of your own misery".You have to sit and act like everything is okay and sit and listen to everyone else problems and act like your all peachy and be other people's rock when you don't even have one for yourself. Then to have people, family of all people sit and say there's nothing wrong with you, quit being so dramatic. They think the know all about you when in reality they don't even know who you are. Depression is a everyday battle, that you can't lose, you have to keep fighting no matter how hard it gets.