As I dwell On The Past

As I Dwelling on Past.

            As I dwell on the past on this autumn night.

I remember those moment that were just right.

The moments that made me smile.

The times that wouldn't last for a little while.

            But the colors fade into grays.

And the moments that hurt linger and stay.

I recall them without a choice.

Every tear, every choice and every screaming voice.

That reminds me of what I went through to be here today.

All the things I wish I could say;

Just to make them all go away.

            They eat at me day and night.

Like a plague feasting , without even a fight.

I close my eyes and tears streak my face.

So much suffering to find my place.

            So much that weighs on my mind

I seek for something I wish I could find.

So I close my eyes;

And look past all the lies

All my cries and pleas.

And realize that..

As I Dwell On the Past

I realize I hold in arms my Sanctuary at last.

Reviews

[Starfruitanimal]

nicely done. i wish the past didnt affect so much but running from it makes it worse. nice poem, keep writing :)

[TheArchAngel]

thanks :] , and yeah i know the past and the present are so close, you cant run away from them both.